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dude LJ is so lame anymore
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crazy crazy
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grr... ive gots the hiccups.

im tired and i cant fall asleep. Rex called and woke me up at almost 5 in the morning, but its ok cause hes the only person allowed to do so lol. Then Zach called me at like 830 and woke me up! Grr zach grr! lol.

Going to get Rex tomorrow night!!!!!!!!! Jeez im super excited. I cant wait to see him again. Hearing him on the phone last night saying "ill see you tomorrow" just...wow. Im one happy Jess. Im going to marry him in 4 days! yay. Im going with his mom down to the county clerks office today to pick up the marriage papers.

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excited excited
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A quick little update ...

things are going well. Rex will be here in 4 days (YAY!!!!) and ill be married in 7 days (DOUBLE YAY!!!!!) lol.

Im kinda pissed cause it turns out that hell be stationed in Florida now instead of California so im sad but at least its still warm right? Though I might die in a hurricane... so lame.

Um hmm... what else... Yea thats really about it.

Did I mention Rex will be here in 4 DAYS??!! lol. As you can tell im overly excited, i love him to pieces!

Saturday I got a phone call from my dad. It was odd to say the least but he was actually being nice.

Anyways, I gotta go shower. Bye.

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chipper chipper
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guess what guess what!!! Today... I got my marriage certificate filled out and it will be ready on Thursday so its pretty much official... I am so getting married lol. They had to make it an out of state marriage cause im not from Michigan and Rex isnt from Midland and to marry in Midland, one of us have to be a certified resident or some shit. But it's all good, it worked out. 30 bucks and a piece of paper and hes all mine haha.

Theresa just told me that her and Chucks gift to Rex and I is a night in a really nice hotel room, complete with fireplace and hot tub and alcohol... nice lol. We are going to have lots of fun. yay. 12 more days for my rex to be here! 15 until in a Mrs!! haha.

Im a fairly happy jess id have to say. things are going well here.

oh and to my jerkface ex ... you dont know the story of why im here, so you cant talk shit about me. Youre just pissed that their is no way youre ever going to get into my pants again. I dont feel sorry for your ass, its your own fault youre stuck in the situation youre in. Ok... had to get that out.. i love the drama.
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ecstatic ecstatic
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Another Michigan update...

 

Ok, so to anyone that has been messaging me, which ive been getting a lot of messages... I cant read them. My cell doesnt get good internet reception so it says im on aim but im not, yet am... its like stuck online but i cant see anything sent to me or send anything to anyone...it sucks. But yea, im not ignoring you.

Yesterday Theresa dropped me off in town and i walked around and hung out for a few hours, it was pretty fun. I made a new friend, my waitress from omlets and more lol. She was really nice and took my cell number and everything so hopefully i hear from her and can go hang out.

Its snowing like crazy here and it sucks! I hate snow dammit grrr. lol. 

 

REX IN 15 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woo lol. I cant wait. Getting married in... 18 days!!!

 

yay.

 

<3<3<3 my rex

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creative creative
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Hey guys!

This is probly the last time i will update in here, for a very long time anyways.

Im moving to Michigan in 6 days.

My dad found out about me marrying Rex and flipped out and so now, im leaving.

Ill miss you all i guess haha, and hope youll miss me back as well. Hopefully ill get to see my friends again some day. But until then... bye.

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hopeful hopeful
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Hm so lets see. Not much new going on. Rex and I had a great phone conversation last night, best we've had in a while. I was all smiles the whole time and I know he was too. It wasn't long or anything but their was just happiness involved, which is always good. I miss him so freaking much! If this creepy stalker guy taught me anything, It's that I love Rex more than I even knew I did before lol. And yes this guy is still harassing me. Also now not only is he talking to Alysha but now hes talking to Marcus as well. He's trying to get my friends to convince me to leave Rex, aint fucking happening buddy. See unlike you, they are my friends. They are happy for me and aren't going to try and break up me and my love. I dont want you, get over it. Anyways, if anyone wants to see his and Marcus's convo, go to marcus's journal. You're sure to laugh your ass off.

Last night I wanted to read all my letters from Rex that he wrote me while he was in boot camp. I looked everywhere and I couldnt find them. I was freaking out and ripped my entire room apart. I finally found them. I read two of them then was tired and fell asleep. But today I read them all all over again and they are so awesome. Ill keep those damn letters forever.

So i'm still listening to the new system cd. I cant stop, it's wonderful. Gets better every time I listen to it. <3<3<3


I didnt eat one bite of food for over 24 hours, then rex made me at a piece of cheese last night lol. I didnt want to but he made me lol. Its ok though cause hes got a very good sounding way of paying me back ;)

I cant wait for Christmas. Even if my real family disownes me, im gaining a new one in the process lol.


la la la
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chipper chipper
Current Music:
system - kill rock n' roll
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Yay! I donwloaded the new system cd!!! Now i dont have to go on mtv.com to listen to it lol. I cant wait to buy it. My collection will be complete woo!!!
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happy happy
Current Music:
system
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Ok so, I finally told my mom about my marrying Rex. Lets just say, it pretty much went the way i expected it too except maybe not as bad. She doesn't understand which I didn't expect her too. Last night I guess she told my dad about my going to spend christmas with rex and his family and so I asked her what he said and she said that he said if I go im not welcome back home. Which doesn't matter cause Theresa and Chuck both told me if I was having problems at home or ever needed somewhere to go, im welcome in their home. Im upset that they wont be happy for me and are pretty much wanting to kick me out now just cause I want to see the guy i'm in love with. I mean, did they honestly expect me to be with them every Christmas of their life?? I'm grown up and believe it or not, I have a life outside of my family. This is so lame, but whatever. I'm getting married around Christmas time and i'm going to be one happy Jess. I'm not letting their shit bring me down. So In a month or so, I will no longer be in P-Town.

On a Happier note, mtv.com has the whole new system of a down cd on their site to listen to until the day the cd actually comes out. I've been listening to it all day and it's pretty fucking awesome. Songs I suggest checking out : Kill Rock N' Roll, Hypnotize, Tentative, Holy Mountains, She's Like Heroin, Lonley Day and Soldier Side. Also Vicinity of Obscenity is freaking hilarious. Lonley Day is my personal favorite. The lyrics are beautiful and have a lot of meaning. The song makes me all teary eyed. Makes me think of rex.

Anyways... Yesterday was crazy. I get woken up at like 1230 and some guy is on the phone for me. Here it's that psycho guy that was harrasing me with instant messages telling me he wants to hook up with me and be with me and this guy is fucking 35 and insane. So somehow the freak got my number and called me. If you're reading this, youre fucking psycho, leave me the fuck alone, or ill call the police. I dont want your old nasty pathetic ass, wether rex and I work out or not (which we will).

The End!
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amused amused
Current Music:
System - U-Fig
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FIRST YOU LIVED ON A FARM
THEN YOU GOT YOUR HEAD CUT OFF
THEN I BOUGHT YOU IN A GROCERY STORE
PRETTY SOON, YOU'LL BE ON MY PLATE

INTO THE OVEN
INTO THE OVEN
INTO THE OVEN
I'M GONNA EAT YOU FOR THANKSGIVING

I'M NOT A FAGGOT VEGETARIAN
I DON'T CARE IF THE INDIANS LOST THEIR LAND
I THINK ITS REALLY FUNNY THAT THEY DID
I LIKE EATING LOTS OF FOOD ON THANKSGIVING

INTO THE OVEN
INTO THE OVEN
INTO THE OVEN
I'M GONNA EAT YOU FOR THANKSGIVING

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anal cunt - into the oven
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